Okayy so now I just recently found out that my ex has been cheated on. Now I know that sounds mean to be laughing at but first I just want to say that Karma is the best B*tch in the WORLD lmao0o. Okay so next, this dude has been unfaithful to me for a long time. I admit I was wrong for hurting him in the past, but how many times must i apologize. He hurt me and i cried and felt guilty and sorry myself for letting go of such a good guy, but now, I feel amazing for finally letting go and announcing that I'm over him. I'm not gonna lie i really liked this dude, and i thought that he felt the same way for me, but now i know better. I should have looked at all of the evidence and listen to my family, but i guess i was just blinded by my first love. Did i feel stupiid, yes, do i still feel stupid, Hell no lol. I'm done and i know that I'm never gonna make that same mistake ever again. Played the damn Devils Advocate and I'm laughing that i won! Lmao I'm happy loving life as it is. I'm never gonna let a boy change me and my life ever again. I'm way better than that and i definitely can find someone better than that for me. Its all good now, i just gotta get back up, wipe the tears, and open up a new door. Starting over feels so good, my wounds are finally healed and I'm not heart broken or confused anymore. Its good for you that you tried to hurt me, but you just hurt yourself. I may be crazy but I'm not stupid, never that. But I'm moving on and i suggest u do to. I thought i loved you and i thought u felt the same. I was hurt and know the cards have finally turned on you. Getting a taste of your own medicine. You made your bed, and now its time to lay in it, hope u enjoy your nap. Thanks for nothing hunny!
P.S. Don't ever come begging for me back, because like i said one day your gonna love me but on that day, I'm not gonna love you back. Hope you learned your lesson. Have a great life without me in it! =] *Muah* <3
Thursday, January 21, 2010
Tuesday, January 19, 2010
Fam[ily]
Okay by the request of Chanell, Im going to be doing a post about my family!! The people in the world that i love almost the most. they are the best and they are always there for me no matter what. First imma start off with Chanell since she wanted this post in the first place. Well me and chanell have always been buddies lolz. I come to this girl for like half of my boy problems. She is one of my many Love Guru's that i have AND need in my life. She can sometimes be a dumbass(sometimes??) lmaooo j/k. We always laugh about the stupidest things and always make jokes, we are always laughin. But she is the best cuzzin that i have, she tells me everything, and i tell her everything, and its gunna stay that way until we are side by side in our graves! No one can come in between us she is everything i can ask for and more! Lmao Love U Nelly =] Okay, now im going to talk about La'mont. La'mont is my other love Guru, lol. he is my right hand man and the other person that i go to for all my advice(I usually go to him more cuz he knows way more than me and he seems to always be right smh lol). We always be having our little insider jokes *Wink Wink* haha. But he is another person in my life that i can tell all my secrets to, and we both tell each other everything and we have a really strong relationship. We always talk about the future and what our kids are gunna be like. We always say that we gunna stick together and still be close when we all older. Lamont is the best, he is a little kid stuck in an 18 year old's body lolz. He is a kid at heart, but he knows when to get serious, just like me! they always say that the oldest and the youngest always get along, well me and Lamont are proof of that quote lolz. Im never gunna forget lamont, and i love him like a brother. Love U Kiethy =]
So now we gunna move on to my brother...TYLER lmao. This dude means alot to me. Without him my life would be boring. I remember we used to hate each other when we were younger...ask anybody lolz. But we have grown to trust each other and make the best out of our relationship. He always makes me laugh and smile and I love him so much. Of course we never really get along, but what brother and sister doesnt have arguments, we never said we were perfect, and we never plan on being perfect. Tyler is truly a character, and he is also a kid at heart. He will make himself look like a dumbass just to make the people around him laugh or smile lolz thats why i love him. Despite all of the good times and bad times we still bro and sis and we still gunna love each other at the end of the day. Tyler is my laughing buddy and he is what i look up to(well i pretty much look up to everybody since im the youngest lolz). He makes me want to be a better person and try my hardest. Love U Tyler =]
Andre, andre, ANDRE lmaoo. This dude is my other laughing buddy. Me and this kid right here make the illest jokes and we are always laughin lolz. He is my dude and i would do anything for him, just like how he would do anything for me. We always be laughing at the stupidest things, but thats what makes our relationship special. I dont know what i would do without Andre, i think of him as like my third brother from another mother. We both are pimps in training(j/k lol) and we always got each other backs when it comes to relationships. He is also another person that would make himself look like a dumbass just to make ppl laugh. We always making weird iish at 3 am and talkin about all the good times from the good ol days lol. Andre and Tyler are always doing crazy things on youtube and making ppl laugh which they are best at. Andre is a character and even though he act all bad ass and emo on the outside lmaoo he will always be a big fuzzy teady bear on the inside! Lolz Love U Dre Dre =]
And finally, last but definately not least, Brittany! Lolz she is another character, she is considered the white girl in our click lolz j/k. But im being real right now and this chick is also the world to me. I wouldnt change me and Brittanys relationship for the world. We have been close since we were young and still close today. We always talking about boys, and life, and basically everything lolz. She is like my 3rd sister and she is always gunna mean alot to me. I love talking and laughing with this girl, she is always talking about her future and all her kids lmao innie. She is the best i wouldnt trade her for anything. I love her to death and she is like a sister i have always wanted. We always playing games together and basically making the best out of life before it ends. She is considered my bestie and will always have an important place in my heart! Love U Bri Bri =]
Well folks this is the END of my family post! These are basically all of the main people that i love in my life, i have plenty of more but thats too much to type lolz. But one day, im gonna have lamars name in one of these blogs when he gets older! I hope u guys liked this post and it was all dedicated to my family. I dont even consider these people my cousins, they are all like my brothers and sisters! I am blessed that they are in my life and im gunna love them and be there for them until i reach my grave. You guys are my inspiration and my strive to do better everyday, and you make me wanna be a better person. So this blog was dedicated to my family(and cuz i was bored lol) Love U guys!! Peace =] <3>
So now we gunna move on to my brother...TYLER lmao. This dude means alot to me. Without him my life would be boring. I remember we used to hate each other when we were younger...ask anybody lolz. But we have grown to trust each other and make the best out of our relationship. He always makes me laugh and smile and I love him so much. Of course we never really get along, but what brother and sister doesnt have arguments, we never said we were perfect, and we never plan on being perfect. Tyler is truly a character, and he is also a kid at heart. He will make himself look like a dumbass just to make the people around him laugh or smile lolz thats why i love him. Despite all of the good times and bad times we still bro and sis and we still gunna love each other at the end of the day. Tyler is my laughing buddy and he is what i look up to(well i pretty much look up to everybody since im the youngest lolz). He makes me want to be a better person and try my hardest. Love U Tyler =]
Andre, andre, ANDRE lmaoo. This dude is my other laughing buddy. Me and this kid right here make the illest jokes and we are always laughin lolz. He is my dude and i would do anything for him, just like how he would do anything for me. We always be laughing at the stupidest things, but thats what makes our relationship special. I dont know what i would do without Andre, i think of him as like my third brother from another mother. We both are pimps in training(j/k lol) and we always got each other backs when it comes to relationships. He is also another person that would make himself look like a dumbass just to make ppl laugh. We always making weird iish at 3 am and talkin about all the good times from the good ol days lol. Andre and Tyler are always doing crazy things on youtube and making ppl laugh which they are best at. Andre is a character and even though he act all bad ass and emo on the outside lmaoo he will always be a big fuzzy teady bear on the inside! Lolz Love U Dre Dre =]
And finally, last but definately not least, Brittany! Lolz she is another character, she is considered the white girl in our click lolz j/k. But im being real right now and this chick is also the world to me. I wouldnt change me and Brittanys relationship for the world. We have been close since we were young and still close today. We always talking about boys, and life, and basically everything lolz. She is like my 3rd sister and she is always gunna mean alot to me. I love talking and laughing with this girl, she is always talking about her future and all her kids lmao innie. She is the best i wouldnt trade her for anything. I love her to death and she is like a sister i have always wanted. We always playing games together and basically making the best out of life before it ends. She is considered my bestie and will always have an important place in my heart! Love U Bri Bri =]
Well folks this is the END of my family post! These are basically all of the main people that i love in my life, i have plenty of more but thats too much to type lolz. But one day, im gonna have lamars name in one of these blogs when he gets older! I hope u guys liked this post and it was all dedicated to my family. I dont even consider these people my cousins, they are all like my brothers and sisters! I am blessed that they are in my life and im gunna love them and be there for them until i reach my grave. You guys are my inspiration and my strive to do better everyday, and you make me wanna be a better person. So this blog was dedicated to my family(and cuz i was bored lol) Love U guys!! Peace =] <3>
Monday, January 18, 2010
2010, 8th grade...BOYS!!
Okeyy Dokeyy, well this is Tay as we all know, and today im goin to be blogging about 3 things, 2010, 8th grade, and BOYS!!! lmao0o well lets start off with 2010. Its a new year, our last year, and new beginnings, new everything basically. 2010 is gonna be the year that everyone does some crazy ish and we all go off into the world of high school. Life so far in 2010 is going smoothly, i think , but hectic at the same time. teachers are annoying as usual, homework is piled up to the ceilings, and drama around every corner lmao. But 8th grade and 2010 are pretty much gonna be crazy together lmao. Now on to the topic we all know and love (sometimes) BOYS!! Lmao, this year we have 2 sexy boys at our school and damn they are ffffiiiiinnnneeee lmao. Every girl has been talking about these guys, but we girls have been on our stalker iishh and have been getting down to business lmaoo. Well there are 2 new guys DJ and Anthro, and the are both sexii. But we have found out that DJ might be dating the dollar hoe of the 8th grade, Nelly. That shows us that he has nooo taste in girls at all. Plus he arm wrestles with boys, everydayy like wtff are u on steroids?? Lmfaoo soo he got dropped down major points from a 10 to like...a 7.5, tsk tsk tskkk. BUT atleast there is still Anthro, and hunny he is still a 10 in our eyes, lol. He looks better and better each day. He has nice hair, nice swagger goin on, and he has this mysterious thing goin on with his eyes...SO Sexyyy lmaoo i would definately try to bag by the end of this year, that is my mission lolz. Everyone knows how im always in and out of relationships and its just been crazy lately OMG let me stop now before i get into Mass details lmao, imma save all that for another post smhh anyways this was the end of this post and it was just out of boredom while I was doing homework lmao later bloggers!! =]] PEACE
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