My Confessions...

Before I start this blog im just wanna say im not pointing fingers at anyone, it is for everyone to know!! So listenin up cuz im only gonna say this once! I have veery strong trust issues...and like or not that's who i am! I have to get to know alot about a person before i can open up to them and i feel like i have made alot of wrong decisions in my life. I take ppl for granted and I think i forgive ppl a little too much! I think i made a mistake with the choices that i've made so far through out this lat week. I have trust issues because im scared that if i open up too ppl i will get hurt. Sometimes i feel confuesed about choices because sometimes ppl are one person...then they wind up to be whole different person. I feel like I've kept my gaurd up for a long time and that I dont want to be the one left out. The reason for my changes this year is because i have let my gaurd down. When I was in the 6th grade i was very shy and i always did the right things and i barely talked to anybody!! But i have done alot of thinking and i felt like it was time to open up. So that's why this year I have changed alot, and its because i show my true colors! I have met alot of Trifiling ppl in my life and I regret the choices that I've made with them because I always end up being slapped in the face, and I did'nt want that to happen any more! I changed because i felt i had too not because i wanted to. Sometimes I forgive ppl too much and its because I feel that ppl should have second chaces though some dont deserve it(what can I say I'm a Christian! : D). I also am afraid of being named as the "bad guy" so I sometimes say yes waaay too much! I just dont want to hurt ppl's feelings like many other ppl has hurt mine! Well the bottom line is that I am a push over and I have trust issues. I never admitted this to ANYBODY! So like I said take this post and remember it cuz im not gonna say it again. I felt like it was the right time to share this with everyone so i hope u guys understand! PEACE!!

MY DAY YESTERDAY!!

Well yesterday i was gonna come on Blogger but i was to busy playing Hotel 626! But anyway yesterday it was all just a normal day and we all had our laughs in class and stuff. But then we went to lunch and after that we went to literacy and ooohh looorrddd Ms.Martingano put on a shooowww!!!! Well it all started with the talking situation cuz my class talks non-stop all day...wait make that ALL YEAR!!! LOL. Then she was annoyed that we were talking so then we had to do a seat change and nobody was happy with their seats! Except for me i love my new seat!! I got a window seat!! yay meee!! Anyway everyone was talking and i was just enjoying the breeze from the window and then all of a sudden i hear ms.martingano screaming and she was all like "ARE U KIDDING ME!!! I SPENT THE YEAR THE WHOLE ENTIRE YEAR TRYING MY BEST TO BE GOOD TO U GUYS AND THIS IS WAT I GET!!!" I cant remember the rest but that was like the beginning. Her face was red like a tomato(literally) it looked like her eyes were about to pop out of her head, and there is a rumor that she pulled out some of her hair and hrew it in the garbage....hmmmm. But anyway she was screaming soo loud it hurt my ears. Since my new seat has a view of the whole entire classroom i looked around and i saw mmaaadd ppl laughing to themselves! I wanted to die!! I tried my BEST to keep the laugh inside and it did! But i laughed out loud after the bell rang it was too funny for words! Omg u should have seen the look on her face it was hilarious! Good times Good times. She could have a heart attack like that! Sad. But anyway that's wat happened yesterday and nothing really happened today so Bye!!

**HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO KANDYS AND TYLER!! MUCH LOVE PEACE**

HOMO'S LMFAO

As some ppl know my cuzzin andre has a stalker on myspace and it is some gay homo dude and me, tyler, lamont, and kelly all cursed he/she's ass out!! But here is what i said to the Bitch hope u like it!!

"LISETEN BITCH I HEARD WAT U HAVE BEEN SAYINN TO DRE AND HOW U WANNA DO STUFF TO HIM AND SHIT LIKE THAT. U NEED TO FUCK OFF AND FIND SOME OTHER GUY TO MESS WITH CUZ U DONT WANNA MESS WITH MY CLICK!! NOBODY WANTS TO SUCK UR DICK U HOMO BITCH U NEED TO HOP OFF A NIGGA AND SHUT THE FUCK UP CUZ NOBODY WANNA SUCK UR FAKE PLASTIC BALLS. U NEED TO REALLY GET A FUCKIN LIFE AND STOP TRYIN TO GET WITH A NIGGA ON MYSPACE! AND IT EXPLAINS A WHOLE FUCKIN LOT WHY U PUT UP A PIC OF SOME GIRL ON MYSPACE FOR UR PIC, CUZ NOBODY WANNA SEE UR FUCKIN UGLY ASS U BITCH! UR A HOE AND UR A SLUT. AND U NEED TO STOP SAYIN HOW DRE IS UR HUBBY AND SHIT CUZ ITS SOME BULL SHIT AND U NEED TO FIND ANOTHER NIGGA TO FUCK WITH CUZ DRE IS NOT AN OPTION!! HOP OFF A DICK AND MOVE ON WITH UR FUCKIN LIFE BITCH!! DONT MESS WITH MY FAM CUZ WE WILL TEAR UR ASS UP BITCH!! I DONT CARE IF UR A GIRL OR A BOY OR EVEN BOTH STOP BEING A FUCKIN SLUT AND HOP OFF A DICK!! U FUCKIN ASHY OLD ASS PIECE OF SHIT! TALK TO DRE AGAIN I DARE U BITCH SEE WAT THE FUCK WE GONNA DO! LATER SLUT!
**JUST IN CASE U DID'NT KNOW UR A WASTE OF EGG CELLS AND SPERM!! HAVE A GREAT LIFE BITCH : P**"


**^Lol im so proud of myself!! I made up the last part hahaha! Wow I am Surprised!! I did'nt know I could be so mean! Like it says dont mess with my fam! later ppl : D!!^**